Current mood:

happy

one day at a time...
here's the thing..
im bossy and im tough and and efficiency is my magic word. i can be a pain and a bitch all the same time when i have to deal with inefficiency. but what very few people know is that im also an incorrigible romantic. u dint see that in me, did u?? well maybe u did, because i also am very transparent. but most people i know will not associate me with romance..

but i am a romantic.. i like watching the rain and i can watch the ocean for hours together... and i love pink... and i love holding hands.. and i love candles and old photographs.... and i love the smell of old books... and i love brightly tiled kitchens and i like the smell of good food... and i love chatting with my parents

no im not mushy... i can mush when im really in the mood but im not mushy... even though on a general basis i hate all people... i do also believe that there is some good in everyone.. so does that make me vague and slightly idiotic... possibly! and i cant say i dont like that.. after all i am a romantic.... u still dont believe me, do u?

that's probably coz the word true meaning of 'romantic' has been adulterated beyond belief... romanticism is now associated with couples going lovey-dovey and getting cosy in dark dirty corners... the true essence of romanticism is dying.. the essence of finding beauty in the starkness of life... and the essence of experiencing solitude and companionship within oneself... and the essence of finding joy in the trivial things in life... and enjoying the simple pleasures of life... i sound old, dont i? well maybe i am getting old... but that also comes hand in hand with me figuring out what i really enjoy doing..unlike most of my generation i dont like loud music...i dont like head banging and i dont like partying every weekend... i'd much rather hang out with friends... have a long and delicious dinner... watch an old movie... read a book or better still do nothing at all... call me old fashioned but i dont like running around like a mad hatter and i dont like the twisted way people live their lives nowadays...

i may be going senile or i may just sound like someone who's trying to be different because apparently thats the only way to be "cool" these days...

all im actually doing is having fun!